sprinting 6 sets, 30 seconds each with 2 minute resting periods is better than jogging for 30 minutes.

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: DARKEST HOUR'S "DELIVER US"!!!!!!!!!!!

maaaan my nigga keven likes nina too. i love keven. i like nina. he likes nina. ha. hmm. i want keven to be happy, but i wanna be happy too, ya know? he doesnt think of himself as attractive, though. but annah, didn't you mainly date me back in october because of my personality? i think keven's a much cooler person than me. i'd say he has a better chance, though he refuses to admit it.

but nina's so cool =[

i think katie likes me again =[

Current Mood: blah

i'm really hating life

i get to see josh tomorrow
it's the only thing that can probably make me happy right now

tomorrow. it's gonna be hell

everything

Current Music: Lost to Apathy, by Dark Tranquillity

i just came back from the band awards thing. not bad, really. but it made me realize something... at the end of the show, there was a slideshow with all of the senior band members in it. only a few kids were cheered at, while the others got nothing.

will i be one to be cheered at when i'm done with senior year?

i really hope that over these next three years people will have a very good impression of me. i want to be one of those guys that everyone likes and is seen as a hero. i really cant see myself like that, but i want it to be like that.

hm

idk

Current Music: Alaska, by Between the Buried and Me

you just have to look yourself in the mirror and say "when in rome..."...

the one person i would do absolutely anything for... moves. across the whole country.
the one person who could understand me no matter what moved to california.

sometimes, i feel as though there's a force out there that hates me. i wanna shoot the sky...

i wanna go back in time and stop her from moving
it's been over 7 months, and i cant get over the fact that she moved.

emotionally and mentally drained, i need her now more than ever. in person would be best.

Current Location: room
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: himsa

LOVExnvrxWNTEDme: anyway jay i recommend u stay friends with her for now nothing more
LOVExnvrxWNTEDme: and maybe someday shell change her mind and realize just how great u are

josh

you're the absolute greatest

i guess i really dont like emily like that. eh wtheck. forget girls for now, right?

i need to control myself